weird dream

its 930 am on a sunday. and i'm at panera getting ready to get my learn on. its a bid day of trusts and estates for me. its gonna be great!

anyways. i had a weird dream last night. here are the bits and pieces i remember.

So the dream took place at AD's house. only it wasn't his house. the dream house was gigrondous and was like one of those houses from gone with the wind. it had a ballroom. and i think i was staying there, and AD was having a party. a fancy one. anyways, i remember in the dream i was wandering from room to room. i'm not sure why, but i think i was looking for AD. but i was in AD's room and he had the same sheets on his bed that i have. these blue and white ones i took from my parents' house that have flowers on them. and i remember thinking i had to ask him where he got his because i needed new pillowcases. and he wasn't in there. and for a second i thought that maybe i was in my room, but the bed wasn't made, and i always make my bed. and i know it was his roomm, cuz in the dream i picked up a picture of his brother that was on his shelf.

anyways, at some point i am trying to get ready for this fancy party and i am wearing the sheet from the bed. and i had made it into a dress. the dress had a train. it was a fairly elaborate dress to be made from a sheet.

and then i went down to the party. in some glittery dress from the evening gown portion of a beauty pagent. and my hair was long, but it was up. and it was big. and i was walking around this ballroom looking for AD. but i couldn't find him. but his mom was there. and invited me over for dinner. and i was still walking around in this giant room, not recognizing anyone. and Ben was there in a cream colored suit. and he asked me to dance with him. but i didn't want to because i was still looking for AD. and then Ben told me that i was beautiful, and then i danced with him.

and then i woke up. and what i remember of the dream kinda bothers me. what's it mean?

can i just make someone like me? seriously.
this is getting old. it's going nowhere with Ben.
NOWHERE.
we made out once, over a month ago. we talk when we see each other and over IM.
we are definately "friends"
this is so lame!
why can't i ever decide to like boys that like me??
this is so typical AJ behavior.

Root, root root for the home team....

Sunday night ended horribly. i got into it with my mom when she called at 11.30 at night, and i was in bed. basically, the job i got for this summer working in cleveland isnt good enough for her to brag to her friends about, and i am therefore a waste of space. well, that's what i got out of that. that's not exactly what she was saying, but i was hurt by it, and i don't feel like tryign to justify her side of it. i'm just not that nice.

anyways, the fight with mom made me cry for an hour on the phone with RK, and led me to have a really bad night's sleep.

BUT when i got up, i got ready and drove to Cleveland, picked up RK and went to a pre-party at AD's cousins before we went to the indian's home opener. bad ass. the most random group of people, who were all totally cool. tons of food. i think i left covered in peanuts. RK, the vegetarian that she is, actually expressed the desire for a hot dog b/c they smelled so damn good. beers, and cookies. pizza and wings. so much fun, despite the loss to chicago.

AD and i were pretty normal, as far as we can be considering our relationship is so abnormal. and AD and RK exchanged numbers, so hopefully, they'll be able to hang out, and he can keep RK company until i get home for the summer.

but if yesterday was a preview for this summer, then i can't wait. i had so much fun.

The Screening Process

i can't sleep. and RK and i just had a convo about finding a better screening process for the guys we date. we tend to date complete assholes. and i would love to just hand out applications and surveys. so here is the "must haves" on it.

The Application
Name (including aliases and nicknames)
Address
Age - Date of Birth
Astrological Sign
Occupation
Education
SAT Scores - for that matter --> any standardized testing scores
Previous employment - ALL old jobs must be listed
Jean Size - to ensure that no guy i ever date wears the same or a smaller size than me.
3 non-male references (one must be an Ex) and these must be listed along with contact info for sisters.
Criminal history

The Survey - it wouldn't necessarily have right or wrong answers. Instead, it would have Best answers, better answers, acceptable answers, bad answers, and worst answers ever. ****

1. 5 adjectives to describe yourself.

2. Favorite animal.

3. Top 5 bands/musicians/singers.

4. Best concert you're ever been too.

5. Favorite Book

6. Favorite Movie

7. Favorite Holiday.

8. Favorite teacher before Undergrad and why.

9. Perfect Meal.

10. Favorite Color.

I'm finally tired. I have way more for another day.


****So I used to have how I would "rate" answers in parenthesis but since apparently that makes me a judgy-judgerton, i took them out. they were not suggested answers!!! I just wanted to find someone who's got stuff in common with me dammit!

the best day ever...

i would just like to recap today....AJ's best day ever!!!

6 am -- my alarm goes off. i decide that class is over-rated, rolled over and reset my alarm for 8.

10 am -- after showering and eating, and watching a little regis and kelly, i made it to evidence class

10.15 am -- as soon as i got online in class, i got an IM from AD. inviting me to the Indian's Home opener! hell yeah!

10.20 am -- 11.30 am - ended up talking online with Ben and AD for the rest of class. suffice it to say, i need to get someone's notes from today's lecture.

noon - 2 pm --KN picks me up and we go rollerblading. first time for me, and i only fell once! then got coney dogs. yum!

2.30ish to 3.30ish -- went shopping for an Indians shirt. gotta get a new one for the big day! found one at TJmaxx for $5!!! score!

3.30ish -- talked to AD online again. turns out the tix are free! its his treat! he bought a block of 20 seats to take all his friends to the game. how can i be mad at him when he does something so sweet??? yeah. can't. not only that, he might have an extra ticket so that RK can go! how nice is that?!

5.30ish -- go to blockbuster and get new movies. get a call from LB. she's being a good wife, and cooking me panera.

6-9ish -- watched "spanglish" and ate panera. and pretended to do some schoolwork.

9 -- bummed. wanted to watch "scrubs" and outline. but stupid toledo had to put on some program about st. jude's hospital. pissed. that shit belongs on PBS. but i complained about it on my away message, and Ben IMed me and totally agreed with me. and i like him. so that made me happy again.

9.30 -- our power went out randomly. no big. but then.....

9.32? -- LB ran outside to get something from her car, and stepped on a frog. sadly, the frog didn't make it. but i laughed my ass off.

now, i'm getting ready for bed. hopefully best day ever will continue to tomorrow :) too bad i have to make up my slackerness from today. boo.

Bart: What a day, eh, Milhouse? The sun is out, birds are singing, bees are trying to have sex with them -- as is my understanding ...

right now, in my world. birds and bees really are having sex because i'm not!
its springtime now. my "winter of discontent" has got to be over.
i haven't even made out in like a month!!!!
i'm going thru such a draught.
i need a fuck buddy badly.
or a battery operated friend.
me not getting any is never a good thing.
it leads to bad decisions.
and hooking up with boys i don't like.
and there actually is a boy i like, and he won't make out with me!
what is wrong with him!!!